You know, when I first talked to you.. I was like 'wow, cute.' but I didn't really think that I could possibly like you. Then, we started to really talk, we got to know each other and I immediatly liked you. We dediced to date a little while after and I think... I think that I was happy, relieved even. It lasted just a couple of months... We broke up because of one my f*cking stupid mistake. At the time, I didn't really care because I didn't think that you were that important to me. But now.. Now I regret hurting you so much because I realise that being your friend isn't enough for me. I want you. I need you. I love you. I want to feeling that pride when I hear someone ask if we're together even if the situation is special. I want to feel my heartbeat race when you tell me that you love me. I want to be able to call you mine, and be called yours. But I know that you don't reciprocate the feelings. It hurts like hell but I understand. I understand that I'm just a friend, but you don't know how much that hurts. It's killing me. I just needed you to know... Do whatever you want with that..